I.
Our backs are pegged one shoulder blade
upon the other, your weight held
by my slim frame.
The sound of sirens across your skin
moves me away, your back
collapsing beneath the fall of a sheet.
A light zip-lines across the ceiling
to the dresser. Again, I lie awake.
II.
Hands hang off the bed.
I push the blanket with my elbows
and slide down onto the carpet.
Sunday's newspaper remains
in a z-shape spread under the bed
next to a bent mechanical pencil
and a notepad. Dust and a rubber
band blow inches away when I
exhale, diaphragm cramping.
Beneath the window,
petunias planted in
a terracotta pot droop.
Shriveled blueberries
clump in the dirt.
When I tire, I heave beneath
the weight of my concave back.
III.
Across the street, pink haze
falls over an three-and-half story
apartment complex, the roof
caved in at the east end where
a tree rested on the gutter
for eight months before
ripping up its roots.
I rub away
the carpet imprint from my face,
tracing maroon-yellowed veins
behind my eyes.
When the alarm beeps,
you roll over and
the chasm of your
soundless yawn deepens,
tongue forming your lips.
Un-wakened thoughts huddle
in the corners of your mouth.
Where will we go, honey,
what are we doing?